Matress!

Finally we got as matress today! So I hope my back wont cramp the whole night more now. It's been hell :S
Just had dinner. So now we shall watch something on the computer!

Moved!

I have moved to Bordeaux (Pessac) France. So havent had time to update yet. Lived here for almost 5 days now. I'll update soon =)

God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change, courage to change what I can and wisdom to know the difference.

What to do with my life?

Why don't you keep me close to you.

Ring is gone!

After being with my boyfriend for 5 years and 2 months its now over... Engaged 2 years.

The engagement ring is gone for now. Since I broke up with my fiance. And I wont take him back (if I even will concidder that) until he CHANGES until the guy he was a year ago. And not the guy he have changed into now. Ive been waiting 8 months to move. And I was suppose to leave today. BUt that asshole told me it was "too late" to book when it wasnt. AND when ive been telling him for WEEKS too book! So he ONLY lies and makes up stuff and excuses and I BET he is hiding something! He doesnt EVEN answer on mail or sms whren I ask him about the plane ticket. So OF COURSE he is lying and hiding something as always. So if he dont fix this we are over for good. I cant handle this fucking crap anymore. Thats all.

I really wanted to move... But if he never lets me move, and cant care for me. Then what is the point?

Fucking bf!

How fun is it to be together with somebody that makes me misserable. And only makes up lies and excuses to not book my plane ticket? Not fun at all and I feel so depressed and sad! Why cant he just be honest and not a lier!!!! Ive been waiting 8 months to move and im not gonna wait anymore...

New year! 2012!